nothingsatisfies.

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trying to forget you`
is like trying to remember someone you never met
trying to let you go
`is like trying to keep something which i never attained

it's you
you who have won my heart
taken me into your arms
comforted me like a friend
your love
surrounded me from the start
i never want to be apart
from you ever again

christian bautista lyrics

satisfaction.
my poems. my deviant art. aiken (: amanda sweets. cheryl darling. cheryljo dearie. debby sweets. jazzie dearie. louis (: rachel sweets. serena sweets. sharyl sweets. sheena (:

broken memories.
September 2005
October 2005
November 2005
December 2005
January 2006
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006

mending.

drained.

Saturday, December 23, 2006

11:49 PM

i am tired, so tired. drained totally, inside out...

i wished today i had someone there right beside me to tell me things were going to be okay that she was going to be alright. i was shaking with fear today when mum nearly fainted. my hands were trembling. i felt so lost, so helpless, so useless. i couldnt help her when she needed me.
though many were around, i still felt alone and scared. i wanted so much just to run to somewhere in a corner and just cry buckets. i needed someone there. i was in need of a shoulder to cry on and a hug.

i finally did cry when i could not longer hold my tears, after i sorta got said by mum. i guess i wasnt really needed there at all. i felt really insignificant.

at that point i started to question myself, am i that insignificant, am i that unimportant. people may say that it isnt true and that i am insensitive, but actions do speak louder than words. many a times i have cried over this and now i still do. i dont wish to cry anymore. someone just let me go, let me sleep and never wake up.

sometimes i just wish i had someone... someone who can understand me.

<3 broken never mended ;