random.
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
6:05 PM
i am in school right now, in Psychology lecture. i was contemplating on whether to go for lecture or not, in the end after changing my mind so many times i decided to go. today's post is going to be really random as my thoughts are really random.
VC's committee went to NP for studio shoot,they should be on their way now. i didnt go as firstly, it is too far, i know this might seem as an excuse. so sorry VC that i didnt go for it.
i didnt want to go as i was really tired and pretty sian. for reasons i dont know, or maybe i do. i guess i am really sick and tired of everything in life and i really mean everything. yesterday wasnt a good day for me, i really felt i was going to break down. today, i am just so tired and i just wish i can do the things i want and yearn for. but it is really so hard.
all i really want these few days is really so simple, but yet it is so hard. this week is going to be hard, it started off yucky and the next few days will be busy.
next week will be a busy week too, have to study for the upcoming mid sem test which i am so not prepared for. some how this term i dont really feel prepared. i feel so weighed down by so many things, emotionally, mentally and physically too.
i just want to sleep and sleep and never wake up from all this.
<3 broken never mended ;