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trying to forget you`
is like trying to remember someone you never met
trying to let you go
`is like trying to keep something which i never attained
count the raindrops
Monday, April 10, 2006
6:39 PM
this past week has been crazy, it was like me riding on a roller coaster ride of emotions. one minute i can be really happy but the next, really sad thoughts start to fill my mind and it can cause me to start feeling all lousy and all. and by friday night the feeling got worse, but i am glad that over the weekend it is whole lot better. it seriously is like me riding on a roller coaster.
but i am glad that there were happy things through out the week that made it a whole lot easier and great friends too (:
went out with my debby dearest on tues, she help me get presents for my sisiter's and mum's birthday which is today and tmr. thanks deb for keeping me accompany that day (: we met up with rachel dearie at coffee bean along the way. i miss those two so much. (: talked, laughed. afterwards, rachel went for her class while deb and i went to bishan. she was going to there to catch a movie while i went to get popcorn for my sis. saw serena, she got a shock. didnt think i will pop by. lol. you should have seen your face! :p
friday, i went out (: it was a nice day. i was happy. went to many places in one day. pretty tired out when i got back home.
though on these days that i was happy, sad reality had to hit me. nights are no longer nights were i can get sleep. it is nights where my head never stops, nights were things really start to hit me so much so that times i feel like crying. but yet tears dont flow that easily. it has been some time since i got a night of undisturbed sleep.
at times i can just wake up in the night for no apparent reason and just start thinking and later fall back asleep but soon to be awaken again. or at times i can lay in bed for hours and hours though i am tired, i wont be able to sleep cos my mind will still be working, things will just play in my head. things of the past, things of the day, things that might happen. my head just wont stop. it wont be till 6 in the morning that it starts to shut down slowly.
i just need one night of undisturbed sleep. that is all i ask for.
though i maybe tired but when i see you or when i talk to you, every thing else just seem to be gone, everything else is not a problem anymore
count the raindrops
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