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trying to forget you`
is like trying to remember someone you never met
trying to let you go
`is like trying to keep something which i never attained

it's you
you who have won my heart
taken me into your arms
comforted me like a friend
your love
surrounded me from the start
i never want to be apart
from you ever again

christian bautista lyrics

satisfaction.
my poems. my deviant art. aiken (: amanda sweets. cheryl darling. cheryljo dearie. debby sweets. jazzie dearie. louis (: rachel sweets. serena sweets. sharyl sweets. sheena (:

broken memories.
September 2005
October 2005
November 2005
December 2005
January 2006
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006

mending.

why cant things be different

Sunday, March 05, 2006

3:23 PM

i guess i was wrong to say that from now on my post will be cheery and all.
i really wish there is just something i can do at home to help mum and dad. i know they have been worrying alot but yet there is nothing we can do. whatever i thought will happen seems to be happening slowly. i really dont want things to turn out that way. i dont mum to worry too much cos her heart cannot take it and this is not going to do any good to jie's health too. dad is old how long more does he have to worry. i really just wish there is something i can do.

i feel like dropping out of school, cos school fees are expensive and maybe i can go out and work full time at least it can help them. but i know that isnt what they want and what can i do?! i feel so useless.

6 years, one bad thing after another. i am tired. dad, mum and jie is tired. when will things start to change. when will we see the light?! God you promised but where are you?!
i dont know how long more can i hold on. i feel like i am going to break down any moment but i know i cannot cos they still need me ):

i really wish things werent like that. i really wish that God you will do something about it.

i hate this life
i am tired
i am weary
i need rest

p.s thank you cheryl dear for listening to me (: much appreciated

<3 broken never mended ;