nothingsatisfies.

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trying to forget you`
is like trying to remember someone you never met
trying to let you go
`is like trying to keep something which i never attained

it's you
you who have won my heart
taken me into your arms
comforted me like a friend
your love
surrounded me from the start
i never want to be apart
from you ever again

christian bautista lyrics

satisfaction.
my poems. my deviant art. aiken (: amanda sweets. cheryl darling. cheryljo dearie. debby sweets. jazzie dearie. louis (: rachel sweets. serena sweets. sharyl sweets. sheena (:

broken memories.
September 2005
October 2005
November 2005
December 2005
January 2006
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006

mending.

a silent wish;

Thursday, March 30, 2006

12:27 AM

i really should get out of this house sometime soon and get my ass back into school. at least that way i am preoccupied with things that are good and not some stupid thoughts that wont stop bothering me the whole day.

today i woke up suddenly feeling scared and guilty, well what a way to start the day huh. i really dont know why i started feeling this way and it has gotten to me the whole day. okay maybe i do know why but i am just in denial. i really dont want to feel this way and this just sucks. i hate it when i have no control when my stupid brain just goes on a trip on its own. all i ever wanted was just to be happy so why did these feelings have to creep into me as soon as i am happy. or am i in denial again. i really wish things werent like that, i really want to be happy. actually i am, just that these silly thoughts have to get to me and make me all unhappy, make me all doubt that i really am happy.

i realise that i say one thing but much later after much pondering, realise that i wish i didnt say it. ): deep inside i really wish that what you say will come to pass tho i really do understand, it is just a wish. a slient wish (:

okay i am not making any sense am i, i never make sense anyway.

<3 broken never mended ;