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trying to forget you`
is like trying to remember someone you never met
trying to let you go
`is like trying to keep something which i never attained
you're still the one
Monday, October 03, 2005
2:14 AM
been watching vcds like crazy till really late at night or shld i say morning. :x about 3-4 am in the morning. lol. watched stairway to heaven. cried. couldnt control my tears (: it is a really nice show. i also watch gokusen 2 that made me laugh like crazy. mood temperature shot right to the top and feel rock bottom really fast and soon will shot up again. oh wells.
went to church yesterday, felt outta place again, but oh wells that is okay. i just go there for God anyways. felt like running to one corner again and cry my hearts out but... ): tears couldnt flow. sometimes i just wish tears could just come out when i want it to and not when i dont want it to. haha. simply i wish i can control my tears.
somehow i think that the forcing to forget you is sorta working. somehow i feel that way but yet somehow i dont. i am so confused. i just really wish that i never liked you and now that i do i am all confused but i never regret it. people said that you have changed. i kinda feel that way too. you have changed. sigh-
i noticed that if i like someone, not before long they will change. is it me? and that really upsets me. guess i am just made to never experience what is love in that kinda way. sigh-
i guess it will only happen in my dreams.
cos i guess i will never be good enough for you and that is okay with me. (:
i just hope that you will go back to the way you were. sigh-
you're still the one i love.<3
<3 broken never mended ;
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