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trying to forget you`
is like trying to remember someone you never met
trying to let you go
`is like trying to keep something which i never attained

it's you
you who have won my heart
taken me into your arms
comforted me like a friend
your love
surrounded me from the start
i never want to be apart
from you ever again

christian bautista lyrics
lyrics site


satisfaction.
my poems. my deviant art. aiken (: amanda sweets. cheryl darling. cheryljo dearie. debby sweets. jazzie dearie. louis (: rachel sweets. serena sweets. sharyl sweets. sheena (:

broken memories.
September 2005
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July 2006
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September 2006
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mending.



you are my safest place to hide

Tuesday, September 13, 2005
3:51 PM

I'm looking out the window
where we sat to watch the stars
there's a chill within the air
it makes my heart long for your touch

anyway, it is the hols and i heard from debby that we are getting back our results next week. that is like so fast! i havent even started enjoying my hols. what if i gotta take sup papers. a hh i dont wanna take. haha. i mean i felt that this time i did study hard enough. but i mean if i started studying earlier but oh wells. i just gotta pray hard that i wont have to take sup paper.

i miss school! i miss everyone in school! i miss RACHEL! i miss AMANDA! i miss SHARYL! i miss DEBBY! i miss SERENA! (actually not that much cos i have been talking to you like crazy haha! and thanks for suaning me the whole day!) haha! okay and the others too! the other three wu guis! haha! (: ♥
and i miss my cheryl dearie! all the best for you prelims! will be praying for you sweets! loves ♥
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got this part out of someone's blog it just took the words outta my mouth. words that really just says what exactly i have been fighting to say. what i feel inside. somehow i can totally relate to it.

if that's what you say i am; maybe that's who i really am. you know what. let EVERYONE judge me. say WHATEVER you want. CONDEMN me. i am dumb. i am useless. i am pointless. i am a liar. i am a disappointment. GO ON, continue. say what you want. cos i'll take it. biting my tongue, i will take it. then i will retreat. i will back away. and when no one's watching; i'll cry.

i am fighting everyday. everything that i wish to happen is just a figment of my imagination. all these are just lies that i am just covering up. i wanna actually know who i am, and not believe in this facade i put on. everyday i feel like i am just putting on a really beautiful mask just to get through my day. beautiful facade. i really wanna know when will my reflection show who i truly am inside. i wanna actually know who i am, and not believe in this facade i put on.
why is it that good things can only be a figment of my imagination? why can't things like this happen to me? am i not good enough? am i a bad person that only bad things must happen to me? i really hate to be the black sheep! argh! nothing in my life is worth saying. nothing in my life is worth anything. ): my life is nothing!
i have no idea what am i saying also. sigh-

replies;

serena;
thanks! what you wrote in your blog really touched me. (: it is really great to have such a friend like you.

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but ther must always be something(s) or someone who will just ruin the day. even though today was just an okay day. sigh- seriously why?!
don't label me!
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