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trying to forget you`
is like trying to remember someone you never met
trying to let you go
`is like trying to keep something which i never attained

it's you
you who have won my heart
taken me into your arms
comforted me like a friend
your love
surrounded me from the start
i never want to be apart
from you ever again

christian bautista lyrics
lyrics site


satisfaction.
my poems. my deviant art. aiken (: amanda sweets. cheryl darling. cheryljo dearie. debby sweets. jazzie dearie. louis (: rachel sweets. serena sweets. sharyl sweets. sheena (:

broken memories.
September 2005
October 2005
November 2005
December 2005
January 2006
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006

mending.



prints left in my heart.

Friday, September 02, 2005
7:30 AM

i have been wondering if i shld set up another blog where i start to really pour out what i wanna say. and i guess i did in the end but sooner or later i think i will just delete this again. even now i am even having second thoughts about this. i am just so tempted to press the x at the corner of my screen. but i guess i cannot escape anymore. i cannot lie to myself anymore. somehow this is another form of escape for me.yet again.
i feel so alone. ALONE. i really dont know anymore. it feels like the people that i wish are close to me are not. how i wish i can go back into time and relive those close moments and let it stay that way but somehow i feel it was outta pity that i suddenly became close to them. yet now, they have all vanished, well not exactly but i mean they got their own friends now. not that i dont, just that the feeling is just different. just different. i cant relate to them anymore. just different frequencies. i so want to be part of them again. although they may not treat my as their good close friends anymore, i still do. deep down i really wish that all that has been built up over the year(s) will not just be gone just because we rarely meet and talk. i envy those that you are close to right now. i just wish that my path will still always intersect with yours, without being a hindrance of course. i really just wish. but i cannot be selfish, they are happy the way they are right now. (: so i shld be happy for them also. ♥ them lots!

this is just so random. i am supposed to be studying for my exams next week but i am just so distracted by the many things going on in my head. *points above* and that is one of them. it is like i feel that people be my friend outta pity or because i am just there. not because they really want to. oh wells. whatever it is i am still glad that you are my friend either way. however i agree that sometimes i can be really irritating well that is because i am really hoping that i can myself, that i can find someone that i can lean on. oh wells. i guess starting this blog is good too. that way whatever i feel whatever problems this will now be my friend whom i will tell to and not bother you guys anymore.(: good huh!?

yesterday, i went back to secondary school. somehow i wished i didnt go back. it made me feel so awkward. i didnt really talk much cos i felt i was no longer close to them anymore that is why i started thinking things (above) oh wells. at least when i got there at least one of them was happy to see me. but later i guess i made the atmosphere feel weird again when we went to eat. she was talking about hm on the bus and she felt weird and stuff. but anyway she told me she sorta ticked him off and all. it was then that things became weird. it brought back sooo much memories of you. and somehow it still hurts up till today. she thought i teared, but nope i dont tear that easily now a days. numb. read her blog and to her i am just some girl while others are "their name". oh wells whatever it is, i am just still glad that i was named in your blog and that you sorta stood up for me. thanks! really! you will always be one of my good friends! always. ♥


alright i better go back to my books. i got another like 5 more chapters to go! i am really getting a hang of this all over again.


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