nothingsatisfies.

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trying to forget you`
is like trying to remember someone you never met
trying to let you go
`is like trying to keep something which i never attained

it's you
you who have won my heart
taken me into your arms
comforted me like a friend
your love
surrounded me from the start
i never want to be apart
from you ever again

christian bautista lyrics

satisfaction.
my poems. my deviant art. aiken (: amanda sweets. cheryl darling. cheryljo dearie. debby sweets. jazzie dearie. louis (: rachel sweets. serena sweets. sharyl sweets. sheena (:

broken memories.
September 2005
October 2005
November 2005
December 2005
January 2006
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006

mending.

i no longer can trust not only me but everyone else around me.

Saturday, September 03, 2005

10:10 PM

okay i have this problem of not knowing where to start. again.
all i know is that i need to say something but i really dont know how to! and this is infuriating.
i just feel like crying right now. i feel so miserable. so ALONE. yes again.

okay today i realise that i cannot trust anyone around me. not even myself anymore. why wont i ever learn that? why do i always have to lie to myself that, " no, he wont tell. go on and tell." when will i ever learn really! how many times must things like this happen before i realise that no i can never trust anyone and that i must learn to really shut up. to really keep things to myself even if it means that i will burst one day, even it means that i feel trapped. feel alone.

thanks so much for telling now i got shot right back. thanks! argh!

i am just so upset now. i dont know anymore! i really dont. ahhh i dont know what am i talking about. everything is all just trapped inside. oh wait i am supposed to be that way. i am not supposed to say a thing. *cries* ahhh i cant cry! i want to cry it out!
i wannt to go to church where i can cry it out. wait i dont want to see you in church. ahhh! i am so trapped. i cant do anything!

i cant talk.
i cant express my feelings.
i cant cry.
i cant trust anyone.

AHHH!!!

<3 broken never mended ;