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trying to forget you`
is like trying to remember someone you never met
trying to let you go
`is like trying to keep something which i never attained

it's you
you who have won my heart
taken me into your arms
comforted me like a friend
your love
surrounded me from the start
i never want to be apart
from you ever again

christian bautista lyrics
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satisfaction.
my poems. my deviant art. aiken (: amanda sweets. cheryl darling. cheryljo dearie. debby sweets. jazzie dearie. louis (: rachel sweets. serena sweets. sharyl sweets. sheena (:

broken memories.
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mending.



as for me i really dont know anymore.

Sunday, September 25, 2005
1:35 PM

i am glad i went to church yesterday. YA(young adult) was good. i felt it was somehow speaking to me but still my mind is in a whirl wind. i still am having doubts and still feeling the same just that i guess the sermon did give me some assurance somehow.

what Roland said was so true that God doesnt count our failures but our victories so why should we be counting them. only satan is counting them and we should let him count all he wants cause he is in hell and what is more important is how God sees us. (: i guess i should try to stop counting them huh. but i guess it is not going to be easy for me. Roland said lots of others things too that really made lots of sense and was like speaking to me but i guess i still havent sort things out yet. Roland also said that if you didnt die the moment you accepted Christ that means He has something in stored for you, that you have a mission and a purpose to be fufilled. sigh yet i dont know what is mine. i feel i got no purpose or any mission. ):

during the main service yesterday, Racheal was like asking us to thank God for all the good things he has done. i somehow felt really hard to do that. i told God, " Lord, this is gonna be really hard for me but i still want to thank you for my results although i am really upset about it. I also want to thank you for putting in me in this course but i sont know what am i doing here anyway." sounds kinda reluctant but i guess i do mean it. half way through the service i felt like running out of the hall and scream and cry my guts out cos my mind was like flooding with so many things that i just really want to scream and cry everything out but i guess i didnt. (: at least i am not that mad yet. after that i didnt feel like going for YA but i am glad i did.

oh and people in church are starting to call me CLARA when that is not even my name thanks so Issac who started calling me that cos i guess he got my name wrongly. oh wells. doesnt really matter to me. haha. so now i am known as CLARA! funny huh. but somehow i like it when you call me. :x

replies;

Ah-man-da;
heyy amanda! yea it has been really long since i last saw you. missing you. oh and i am so proud of you on your great results! keep up the good work! (: and what daddy nonsense you talking about huh?!? rubbish la you! (: oh and your testimonial... erm when i got inspiration la. haha.

Serena;
haha opps! dont learn from me okay. but i cant help it la. (: will try not to think too much! haha!

Cheryl;
heyy sweets. i am just glad you are okay. though i never help much but i will be there when you need me. (: so long as you dont find me bothersome can already. <3

as for me i really dont know anymore
part of me feels like giving up
part of me says not to
i am so tired



<3 broken never mended ;

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